Columbia Tragedy: A Horrifying Memory

1 February 2013 will be the tenth anniversary of the loss of the Space Shuttle Columbia and its crew. After a routine science mission the orbiter was making a daytime re-entry over the southern US when it catastrophically broke up. All on board, Rick D. Husband, William C. McCool, Michael P. Anderson, Kalpana Chawla, David M. Brown, Laurel Clark and Ilan Ramon perished. Unbelievably the disaster can be traced to damage caused to the craft’s thermal protection system by a falling piece of insulating foam during launch. Like the September 2001 attacks on the US or the loss of Challenger, the sad fate of the astronauts on Columbia is forever etched in my mind, but not just by the tragedy itself.

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Crew of Space Shuttle mission STS-107. From left to right are mission specialist David Brown, commander Rick Husband, mission specialist Laurel Clark, mission specialist Kalpana Chawla, mission specialist Michael Anderson, pilot William McCool, and Israeli payload specialist Ilan Ramon. Image credit: NASA)

 

What follows is how I learned about this event, be warned this is not a pleasant story. Next I will write about something nicer, I promise.

On the afternoon Columbia was destroyed, I was at a council-owned ˆàgym in the city where I lived (which was not Armagh). Behind the exercise equipment this gym featured a bank of TV screens which on a Saturday afternoon were used to show live sports channels (with the audio turned off). I had finished my exercise and was leaving the facility when I stepped out of the changing room to face these screens. Immediately I saw a silent stream of fireballs against a blue sky, presumably in a news flash interrupting the sports coverage. There was no caption but I knew immediately what I was seeing. ˆàIt was as though my heart turned to ice. One of the gymòÀÙs coaches saw my face and turned to look at the screen too, then he turned back to me and asked

òÀÜWhatòÀÙs that then?òÀÝ

òÀÜIt looks like the Shuttle has burned upòÀÝ I replied

òÀÜWas there anybody on it?òÀÝ

òÀÜYes, IòÀÙm not sure how many.òÀÝ

òÀÜAnd are they all dead?òÀÝ

òÀÜYes, I imagine so.òÀÝ I said, and his response to this terrible news has haunted me ever since. Instantly his face lit up in a smile, he made an air-punching gesture and loudly exclaimed òÀÜYo! ThatòÀÙll mess up the rascals!òÀÝ

(Of course òÀÜmess upòÀÝ and òÀÜrascalsòÀÝ were not the actual words he used, but I am sure your imagination can make the substitutions.)

This reaction seemed utterly spontaneous and sincere and appalled me. I spluttered something about that being a disgusting thing to say, he did not say anything in response but his expression suggested he found my reaction incomprehensible. Angrily I matched out, fully intending to complain to the facilityòÀÙs manager. Within a few metres, I decided not to take any other action, what good would it have done? Sadly I got into the car and drove home. I never spoke to him again.

I have no idea why anyone would react to the deaths of seven strangers in such an ugly manner. ˆàSome of my faith in my fellow human beings died that day too.

(Article by Colin Johnston, Science Communicator)